Just an ordinary girl who have a thousand of dreams
That's me
Never thought I was here, Allah how deeply Your love to me 😭
He gave me a chance to get education, to learn His creature
He always know what the best way for me
He gave me the best person, I called them my friends
From the first time I met them, I always feel His bless to me
I'm so grateful for all of His love
From LPDP scholarship I learnt to understand that dreams never made me dissapointed
I just have to understand there are many ways on it
It was not a dark way that made me crying
Never forget Him ..
Believe it, He always say to fight for it
فَإِنَّ مَعَ الْعُسْرِ يُسْرًا
"Verily, with hardship comes ease"
-Surah Ash-Sharh (The Relief) [94:6], Qur'an
Last year, yeah,, I still remembered 2016
I officially got those scholarship, I remembered how my tears those day
I could't imagine how my desire to learn abroad dissapear
Feeling grateful yeah, but patience and sincerity were more difficult than I was imagine
I knew it was His plan, I trust Him
Then He gave me an ease way to be student again, not in ANU, UQ, IPB, UB or NCU
such as my LoA before
He took me here in Universitas Indonesia, the place that I never thought before
Althought, several people underestimate me in here.
"Why you just took magister in Indonesia or etc"
"Just in Indonesia? Exile person!"
And made me low self-esteem
STOP IT
they never knew my struggle to get here
Let them compare me with another one who can study overseas
"Let them disparage and never appreciate my work"
I don't need their frame, I just do my duty as a human by Him
Now, almost one year I was here, trying my best to show myself
Allah was never wrong to take me here, He always have a plan for me.
Stop being sad anymore. Too much His mercy for me
Hope I can pass this way, remember just a couple of months to be M.biomed
Never give up my dear Rune. Allah always be with you
He will give your dreams in the precise time.
