me depend on His plan

Just an ordinary girl who have a thousand of dreams

That's me

Never thought I was here, Allah how deeply Your love to me 😭

He gave me a chance to get education, to learn His creature

He always know what the best way for me

He gave me the best person, I called them my friends

From the first time I met them, I always feel His bless to me

I'm so grateful for all of His love 

From LPDP scholarship I learnt to understand that dreams never made me dissapointed

I just have to understand there are many ways on it

It was not a dark way that made me crying

Never forget Him ..

Believe it, He always say to fight for it

فَإِنَّ مَعَ الْعُسْرِ يُسْرًا 

"Verily, with hardship comes ease"

-Surah Ash-Sharh (The Relief) [94:6], Qur'an

Last year, yeah,, I still remembered 2016 

I officially got those scholarship, I remembered how my tears those day

I could't imagine how my desire to learn abroad dissapear

Feeling grateful yeah, but patience and sincerity were more difficult than I was imagine

I knew it was His plan, I trust Him

Then He gave me an ease way to be student again, not in ANU, UQ, IPB, UB or NCU 

such as my LoA before

He took me here in Universitas Indonesia, the place that I never thought before

Althought, several people underestimate me in here. 

"Why you just took magister in Indonesia or etc"

"Just in Indonesia? Exile person!"

And made me low self-esteem

STOP IT

they never knew my struggle to get here

Let them compare me with another one who can study overseas

"Let them disparage and never appreciate my work"

I don't need their frame, I just do my duty as a human by Him

Now, almost one year I was here, trying my best to show myself

Allah was never wrong to take me here, He always have a plan for me. 

Stop being sad anymore. Too much  His mercy for me

Hope I can pass this way, remember just a couple of months to be M.biomed

Never give up my dear Rune. Allah always be with you

He will give your dreams in the precise time.