Finally "done"

This  is just my journey for last 2 years

Honestly I don't have plan to study in those place, really unpredictable

Many things happened to me during those time

Happiness, tears, dissappoint, sadness

All of things never I imagined before

I just passed 

You know I never want it, but it happened 

I tried harder to made it my passion

The only thing that I love from it

"I love study"

that's all

The first time, I felt so strange

But the last I already accepted my path

Might be 2 years past would be my nightmare

But Allah always cherish me, He took me around people whose very inspire me

They all my power to stay positive and grateful for this way

Thank you for having me 

Thanks for tons of support to me

I'm so blessed to have you

😇😇😇😇

 

 

 

 

 

 
 Finally...

me depend on His plan

Just an ordinary girl who have a thousand of dreams

That's me

Never thought I was here, Allah how deeply Your love to me 😭

He gave me a chance to get education, to learn His creature

He always know what the best way for me

He gave me the best person, I called them my friends

From the first time I met them, I always feel His bless to me

I'm so grateful for all of His love 

From LPDP scholarship I learnt to understand that dreams never made me dissapointed

I just have to understand there are many ways on it

It was not a dark way that made me crying

Never forget Him ..

Believe it, He always say to fight for it

فَإِنَّ مَعَ الْعُسْرِ يُسْرًا 

"Verily, with hardship comes ease"

-Surah Ash-Sharh (The Relief) [94:6], Qur'an

Last year, yeah,, I still remembered 2016 

I officially got those scholarship, I remembered how my tears those day

I could't imagine how my desire to learn abroad dissapear

Feeling grateful yeah, but patience and sincerity were more difficult than I was imagine

I knew it was His plan, I trust Him

Then He gave me an ease way to be student again, not in ANU, UQ, IPB, UB or NCU 

such as my LoA before

He took me here in Universitas Indonesia, the place that I never thought before

Althought, several people underestimate me in here. 

"Why you just took magister in Indonesia or etc"

"Just in Indonesia? Exile person!"

And made me low self-esteem

STOP IT

they never knew my struggle to get here

Let them compare me with another one who can study overseas

"Let them disparage and never appreciate my work"

I don't need their frame, I just do my duty as a human by Him

Now, almost one year I was here, trying my best to show myself

Allah was never wrong to take me here, He always have a plan for me. 

Stop being sad anymore. Too much  His mercy for me

Hope I can pass this way, remember just a couple of months to be M.biomed

Never give up my dear Rune. Allah always be with you

He will give your dreams in the precise time.

Where ?

Still confuse to do something? yes! oh men. There's so much time has gone right by. Come on!

beautiful memories

dream!

What are you thinking about a dream? Yeah, maybe you will take your blanket and begin to sleep. No no no :D

It's interesting to discuss about a dreams. I means about what we are to be and what we wants to do. But sometimes dreams will come with another way and chance. I'm so amazing with the way that some people take. You know many ways to get your dreams.  I still believe that human must take their time and energies to make their dreams come true.  Exactly, don't waste your time with only dreaming.  Wake up and try to reach that. 

thank's for the spirit

"So Soon"

Every time I close my eyes I see you in front of me
I still can hear your voice calling out my name
And I remember all the stories you told me
I miss the time you were around 
But I’m so grateful for every moment I spent with you
‘Cause I know life won’t last forever

You went so soon, so soon
You left so soon, so soon
I have to move on ’cause I know it’s been too long
I’ve got to stop the tears, keep my faith and be strong
I’ll try to take it all, even though it’s so hard
I see you in my dreams but when I wake up you are gone
Gone so soon

Night and day, I still feel you are close to me
And I remember you in every prayer that I make
Every single day may you be shaded by His mercy
But life is not the same, and it will never be the same
But I’m so thankful for every memory I shared with you
‘Cause I know this life is not forever

You went so soon, so soon
You left so soon, so soon
I have to move on ’cause I know it’s been too long
I’ve got to stop the tears, keep my faith and be strong
I’ll try to take it all, even though it’s so hard
I see you in my dreams but when I wake up you are gone

There were days when I had no strength to go on
I felt so weak and I just couldn’t help asking: “Why?”
But I got through all the pain when I truly accepted
That to God we all belong, and to Him we’ll return, ooh

You went so soon, so soon
You left so soon, so soon
I have to move on ’cause I know it’s been too long
I’ve got to stop the tears, keep my faith and be strong
I’ll try to take it all, even though it’s so hard
I see you in my dreams but when I wake up you are gone
Gone so soon